Free Cell

I've been playing a lot of it lately. I get upset when I lose though. Often times I erase the statistics after the first loss because I always want a perfect record. I can usually win about 15 games or so before the first loss, then I just quit and start over.

Why do I strive so much for perfection? Why would I rather let the game sit here for hours than just click out of it when I need to leave? Why do I put so much effort into the statistics of a stupid game, but let so many important things in life pass with the minimal attention I can give them?

If any of you can figure that out, and help me fix it, I'd be very grateful.