Defeated Timelines

It is easy for me to feel defeated these days when things don't go according to my preferred timeline.

I wish it was just about jobs.  It isn't.

If I e-mail somebody and am awaiting their response, I get defeated everytime I check and there isn't a new e-mail.  If my show isn't on because the Presidential news conference goes longer than the network planned, I feel defeated.

I have been feeling defeated more recently than I am used to.  I don't think it has reached a category of depression yet, buy my defeated attitude is starting to drain my esteem and my desire for productivity.

Bahhhh.... Humbugggg.