There will be a social worker in our house tomorrow morning.
She needs to make sure we don't have a gaping whole in our floor or missing stairs. That, and 3-4 hours worth of questioning and evaluating us as potential parents.
Weird thing is, we are far more excited than anxious. Far more looking forward to this than scared of it. Excited to cross another meeting/task of the to-do list that keeps us separated from baby.
Welcome to our home social worker...has to come before welcome home baby. So welcome to our home social worker it is.
My life is lived within parenthesis. My life is not about me, though it may contain some interesting points. The main point is far outside myself and rests with my God/Savior. I seek to tell His story in a different way, a way that you'll understand, a way that will move you, and in a way that draws you into relationship with the Hero of the story.
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
The Calm is Coming
The storm of busy-ness with work/soccer/baby planning continues and finds me often just not even remembering that I have a blog, let alone thinking of what to write on it.
The calm of that storm will be here soon though. Unfortunately, that calmness comes at the center of the storm, not at the end of it, as the whirlwind of busy and life change will no doubt arrive along with baby. I imagine the only difference will be that I'll have plenty of things I want to share at that point.
Sorry the storm has kept me away.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Glorious Soccer Weekend
Spend Saturday in Wisconsin as the North Central guys traveled to Northland College for a game. It felt good to come out with a 3-0 victory.
Today was my return to the playing field, joining someone from my church in a Co-ed Recreational League. First time in two years playing on a team where scores were kept. We started tonight with a shutout victory where I recorded both a goal and an assist.
Only minor (so far) injuries to report, but what 31 year old wouldn't end up with a bruise or something?
Today was my return to the playing field, joining someone from my church in a Co-ed Recreational League. First time in two years playing on a team where scores were kept. We started tonight with a shutout victory where I recorded both a goal and an assist.
Only minor (so far) injuries to report, but what 31 year old wouldn't end up with a bruise or something?
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Whirlwind of Hectic
It's been a crazy whirlwind of busy for us with jobs, coaching, and adoption stuff, so here is a long overdue blog post.
But...it's on the adoption blog. Read it here!
But...it's on the adoption blog. Read it here!
Friday, August 31, 2012
Feeling Small (and that's a good thing)
"The bigger they are, the harder they fall."
There are times, where being big seems like a bad thing. Hard falls wouldn't be much fun. Given such, finding yourself small can feel pretty good.
I've recently felt small. Every time someone asks me for an adoption update and tells me how they have been praying, I feel a little smaller. I feel more awesome as well, but I realize, there are more people aware, involved, and invested that just me. My part shrinks a little.
When we get e-mails, phone calls, or mail that someone is donating money, it makes me feel smaller. Another role in the story is being played by someone else. And my part shrinks a little.
And while my investment doesn't shrink, and my heart actually grows in the process, I find myself feeling less likely to suffer a hard fall.
Sometimes I like feeling small.
There are times, where being big seems like a bad thing. Hard falls wouldn't be much fun. Given such, finding yourself small can feel pretty good.
I've recently felt small. Every time someone asks me for an adoption update and tells me how they have been praying, I feel a little smaller. I feel more awesome as well, but I realize, there are more people aware, involved, and invested that just me. My part shrinks a little.
When we get e-mails, phone calls, or mail that someone is donating money, it makes me feel smaller. Another role in the story is being played by someone else. And my part shrinks a little.
And while my investment doesn't shrink, and my heart actually grows in the process, I find myself feeling less likely to suffer a hard fall.
Sometimes I like feeling small.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Soccer in Full Swing
Soccer season is about to be in full swing. Preseason has officially ended. In the course of 5 days, we had 9 practices, 2 classroom sessions and 2 scrimmages. We followed that up with tryouts, more practice, and a third scrimmage and find ourselves looking forward to our first game that counts coming this Friday.
I'm surprisingly less tired than I thought I would be. I took some days off of work at the church last week to handle the 3-a-day practice schedule a little better and that has helped a bunch, so even though I go into work earlier than I normally would now (since I have to leave early for practice) I find myself not to sleep deprived.
We'll see how this keeps up for the rest of the season. Good thing is, the soccer season is a short one, and in two months, it will be winding down.
I'm surprisingly less tired than I thought I would be. I took some days off of work at the church last week to handle the 3-a-day practice schedule a little better and that has helped a bunch, so even though I go into work earlier than I normally would now (since I have to leave early for practice) I find myself not to sleep deprived.
We'll see how this keeps up for the rest of the season. Good thing is, the soccer season is a short one, and in two months, it will be winding down.
Sunday, August 19, 2012
An Adoption Update
http://fearfulwonderfulsecret.blogspot.com/2012/08/anything-but-desperate_19.html
Thursday, August 16, 2012
In The Zone
I can't always pick them in advance and wouldn't have been able to tell you before tonight's message, but sometimes a preacher just feels in the zone.
If I wasn't aware of the clock, I could have preached for a long time tonight.
That feeling doesn't always mean that it is going well and being received well by those who are listening, it just means I feel really alive, in a unique way from the other times I preach, and would want that to continue.
Tonight I could have easily preached for 2 hours. Instead, I gave it a little extra from normal and went for about 45 minutes, and I enjoyed each moment of it. Now I just hope some other people got something from it as well.
If I wasn't aware of the clock, I could have preached for a long time tonight.
That feeling doesn't always mean that it is going well and being received well by those who are listening, it just means I feel really alive, in a unique way from the other times I preach, and would want that to continue.
Tonight I could have easily preached for 2 hours. Instead, I gave it a little extra from normal and went for about 45 minutes, and I enjoyed each moment of it. Now I just hope some other people got something from it as well.
Wednesday, August 08, 2012
Global Leadership Summit
This will be my fourth year attending the Global Leadership Summit. I'm excited. Each year I've gone in with expectations for it to re-energize me and help make me a better leader.
Even though I've set those expectations high before, this event hasn't ever let me down.
I'm guessing that over the next two days, I'll have many moments that stick out as worthy to ponder, as inspiration, as thoughts that will affect the way I do my job and live my life.
Looking forward to the two days, even though they start earlier in the morning than I would like.
Even though I've set those expectations high before, this event hasn't ever let me down.
I'm guessing that over the next two days, I'll have many moments that stick out as worthy to ponder, as inspiration, as thoughts that will affect the way I do my job and live my life.
Looking forward to the two days, even though they start earlier in the morning than I would like.
Wednesday, August 01, 2012
Ebay Adventure
In my life, I have purchased just a few items from Ebay.
I've never sold anything there, but I'm thinking that might change.
A couple of the things laying around our house have become items people find worth bidding on at Ebay, and now is as good of time as any (actually better than most) for a few extra bucks to show up.
Anybody have any useful tips on Ebay selling?
I've never sold anything there, but I'm thinking that might change.
A couple of the things laying around our house have become items people find worth bidding on at Ebay, and now is as good of time as any (actually better than most) for a few extra bucks to show up.
Anybody have any useful tips on Ebay selling?
Monday, July 30, 2012
Olympic Coverage
There are two Olympic Sports that I wish the United States performed better in.
Not because it matters to me if we get the medals, but because I want to watch coverage of those sports and haven't been able to see any yet. I think this is because they are sports where we are highly unlikely to medal.
Table Tennis and Handball are sports I wish I was seeing more coverage of. I really don't need to see every semi-final swim race, or the gymnastics qualifying. Those will get plenty of coverage when medals are on the line. Show me the Table Tennis and Handball, even if we are going to lose. They are just cool sports.
Not because it matters to me if we get the medals, but because I want to watch coverage of those sports and haven't been able to see any yet. I think this is because they are sports where we are highly unlikely to medal.
Table Tennis and Handball are sports I wish I was seeing more coverage of. I really don't need to see every semi-final swim race, or the gymnastics qualifying. Those will get plenty of coverage when medals are on the line. Show me the Table Tennis and Handball, even if we are going to lose. They are just cool sports.
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Opposite Trips
A week ago, we were finishing a missions trip to the South Side of Chicago. An urban area we went to with ambitions to serve.
Today, we finish a camping trip to Lynd, Mn. A rural area we went to with ambitions to socialize.
The trips felt very different, as they should. They were both experiences I'm glad to have. Both left me sleeping on airmattresses more often than beds.
I am now looking forward to life as "normal" for us and an extended period where we will get to sleep in the way we've become accustomed to.
Today, we finish a camping trip to Lynd, Mn. A rural area we went to with ambitions to socialize.
The trips felt very different, as they should. They were both experiences I'm glad to have. Both left me sleeping on airmattresses more often than beds.
I am now looking forward to life as "normal" for us and an extended period where we will get to sleep in the way we've become accustomed to.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Camping Games
We'll be spending this weekend camping with the Young Adults from Grace Fellowship.
I look forward to the time relaxing together with little on the agenda, but also want to be prepared.
So I'm looking for some suggestions. What are some fun campsite games to play?
I look forward to the time relaxing together with little on the agenda, but also want to be prepared.
So I'm looking for some suggestions. What are some fun campsite games to play?
Monday, July 23, 2012
And We're Back (Chicago 2012)
The adventure to Chicago with the Sr. High group from church has come and gone. Let's relive parts of it.
We got to church for training and prep last Friday and spent time learning about what was upcoming, getting to know each other, praying and preparing ourselves for the adventure. On Saturday, we shifted locations to a camp about 2 hours from here to continue that training and preparation. By Sunday morning, our hearts were full and prepped, and our energy levels high.
Sunday we drove. The car ride went well. Upon arriving in Chicago we faced our first challenge...the AC was broken, and it was hot. No problem, we'll "embrace it" (the unplanned but clear theme for the week).
A training session and dividing into workgroups finished that night.
Monday brought the work projects (helping organize a school, clean an old convent, build a new church, or run a summer camp) and helped those serving together to form strong bonds. The girls AC got fixed (only half the building) and we left to tour a homeless shelter (Pacific Garden Mission). We debriefed as we got back, ate dinner and had another lesson. The guys slept in heat, but he girls donated us their remaining fans.
Tuesday saw work projects continue, and half of our group did "Mealshare." That is where we packed extra bag-lunches, went into the heart of downtown Chicago and walked around looking for homeless/needy people to offer a lunch to and eat with. Tuesday night was our evening off as there was a night service at the church we stayed at. We ate deep dish pizza and went to a beach. This helped refresh us a bunch. The guys slept in the heat again.
Morning work projects again on Wednesday followed by another unique afternoon experience. We rode the "el train" and struck up conversations with strangers. For 2 hours. Night continued with dinner, a lesson, and a trip to the hospital as we had a student faint and forget a few things. Some didn't get much sleep (dealing with hospitals from 11:30-5:15) while the guys still slept in the heat.
Thursday we were exhausted. Work projects drained us. The other half did "mealshare" and we left afternoon free-time for naps and resting. A lesson followed dinner and then the guys slept in the heat.
Friday was our final work day. We finished up work projects and said goodbyes to those we served. Packed up some at the church, had one final lesson, and then team time. The air finally got fixed, so for one night, we all slept comfortably, though followed that with our earliest wake-up time.
Saturday started at 6:15. We left to drive back, with one final experience at a park near Wisconsin Dells. That experience lasted 4 and a half ours in the midst of our drive. We were ready to get home. We headed that way until the car (we had two big vans with a trailer and then our Escape) got a flat tire. We sent one van and the trailer back while the other van and car stayed to get the tire fixed (the spare was only a donut, not a full-size). This adventure was welcomed by the students with "embracing" attitudes. All in all, we got all the students home by 11:00, and the last 3 leaders pulled in at 12:40ish.
God did a lot of things, blessed us in a lot of ways, and showed himself to us in countless stories. The team bonded, displayed their awesomeness to us leaders, and made the trip a lot of fun for us to lead.
Time to return to normal for four days before the Young Adults camping trip this weekend.
We got to church for training and prep last Friday and spent time learning about what was upcoming, getting to know each other, praying and preparing ourselves for the adventure. On Saturday, we shifted locations to a camp about 2 hours from here to continue that training and preparation. By Sunday morning, our hearts were full and prepped, and our energy levels high.
Sunday we drove. The car ride went well. Upon arriving in Chicago we faced our first challenge...the AC was broken, and it was hot. No problem, we'll "embrace it" (the unplanned but clear theme for the week).
A training session and dividing into workgroups finished that night.
Monday brought the work projects (helping organize a school, clean an old convent, build a new church, or run a summer camp) and helped those serving together to form strong bonds. The girls AC got fixed (only half the building) and we left to tour a homeless shelter (Pacific Garden Mission). We debriefed as we got back, ate dinner and had another lesson. The guys slept in heat, but he girls donated us their remaining fans.
Tuesday saw work projects continue, and half of our group did "Mealshare." That is where we packed extra bag-lunches, went into the heart of downtown Chicago and walked around looking for homeless/needy people to offer a lunch to and eat with. Tuesday night was our evening off as there was a night service at the church we stayed at. We ate deep dish pizza and went to a beach. This helped refresh us a bunch. The guys slept in the heat again.
Morning work projects again on Wednesday followed by another unique afternoon experience. We rode the "el train" and struck up conversations with strangers. For 2 hours. Night continued with dinner, a lesson, and a trip to the hospital as we had a student faint and forget a few things. Some didn't get much sleep (dealing with hospitals from 11:30-5:15) while the guys still slept in the heat.
Thursday we were exhausted. Work projects drained us. The other half did "mealshare" and we left afternoon free-time for naps and resting. A lesson followed dinner and then the guys slept in the heat.
Friday was our final work day. We finished up work projects and said goodbyes to those we served. Packed up some at the church, had one final lesson, and then team time. The air finally got fixed, so for one night, we all slept comfortably, though followed that with our earliest wake-up time.
Saturday started at 6:15. We left to drive back, with one final experience at a park near Wisconsin Dells. That experience lasted 4 and a half ours in the midst of our drive. We were ready to get home. We headed that way until the car (we had two big vans with a trailer and then our Escape) got a flat tire. We sent one van and the trailer back while the other van and car stayed to get the tire fixed (the spare was only a donut, not a full-size). This adventure was welcomed by the students with "embracing" attitudes. All in all, we got all the students home by 11:00, and the last 3 leaders pulled in at 12:40ish.
God did a lot of things, blessed us in a lot of ways, and showed himself to us in countless stories. The team bonded, displayed their awesomeness to us leaders, and made the trip a lot of fun for us to lead.
Time to return to normal for four days before the Young Adults camping trip this weekend.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
One Whirlwind to the Next
The weekend with the wedding and preaching is over, and today my body and emotions recovered from their exhaustion. The next few days feel like they'll be calm, but come friday, the "storm" hits again.
The adventure that is July ramps back up with the Senior High Missions Trip. Looking forward to building new relationships with students, strengthening some others, and seeing God move in acts of serving instead of just times of worship service.
Exhaustion will come again, but again it will be at the tail end of God's movement. That always makes it worth it.
The adventure that is July ramps back up with the Senior High Missions Trip. Looking forward to building new relationships with students, strengthening some others, and seeing God move in acts of serving instead of just times of worship service.
Exhaustion will come again, but again it will be at the tail end of God's movement. That always makes it worth it.
Saturday, July 07, 2012
Busy Weekends
My weekend is packed this week. Wedding rehearsal tonight, wedding tomorrow, preaching the Sunday services on Sunday morning.
Weirdly, the next bunch are packed also. 2 our on a missions trip, the next is a camping trip, after that is an event on Saturday and a picnic on Sunday.
Next weekend to think about is August 11-12.
Weirdly, the next bunch are packed also. 2 our on a missions trip, the next is a camping trip, after that is an event on Saturday and a picnic on Sunday.
Next weekend to think about is August 11-12.
Monday, July 02, 2012
Privileged and Backwards
I've been realizing the last couple of days that I'm privileged but that a bunch of our "developed" world is backwards.
I'm privileged that in 100 degree heats, I get to work indoors with air conditioning, drive with air conditioning and live in a house with air conditioning. I pick the temperature and based on most people's complaints and the occasional trouble I have falling asleep if I don't use that benefit, this is a privilege.
It's also very backwards. We ask for the weather to warm up, then stay in side with air conditioning on, until it cools down and we turn up the heat and wish it was warmer.
I don't complain about the weather often in really public ways, and actually don't get why it is what people want to spend so much time talking about. Life exists beyond the weather and while the weather affects our activities, people do more.
The right people around beat the right weather anytime. I'm far more privileged by the people I have around than I am by my ability to control the temperature. Chances are you are too.
I'm privileged that in 100 degree heats, I get to work indoors with air conditioning, drive with air conditioning and live in a house with air conditioning. I pick the temperature and based on most people's complaints and the occasional trouble I have falling asleep if I don't use that benefit, this is a privilege.
It's also very backwards. We ask for the weather to warm up, then stay in side with air conditioning on, until it cools down and we turn up the heat and wish it was warmer.
I don't complain about the weather often in really public ways, and actually don't get why it is what people want to spend so much time talking about. Life exists beyond the weather and while the weather affects our activities, people do more.
The right people around beat the right weather anytime. I'm far more privileged by the people I have around than I am by my ability to control the temperature. Chances are you are too.
Thursday, June 28, 2012
The Good and Bad of a Sports Day
Let's start with the bad. Italy's national soccer team won today putting them through to the finals of the Euro 2012 tournament.
They are my second most hated soccer team (France has the honor of first) so I was hoping they would lose. Now I'm hoping Spain will wipe the floor with them in the finals.
The good...The Kentucky Wildcats had not just the top pick, but the top two picks in the NBA draft tonight, and all 6 players that declared were picked tonight (4 in first round, 2 in second) making them still as awesome as they were all season.
Monday, June 25, 2012
A Great Weather Day
Not too hot, not too cold. Not too windy, not too cloudy.
The weather today was enviable, so I made sure to enjoy it. I spent the morning golfing, the mid-afternoon in meetings, but then the evening at the ballpark (Target Field) celebrating a birthday.
Overall, about 8 hours outside, while only 4 or so inside of the good weather hours I was out of bed for.
Tomorrow's schedule doesn't allow for as much enjoyment of the outdoors, so the weather can be poor tomorrow. I'd be okay with that.
The weather today was enviable, so I made sure to enjoy it. I spent the morning golfing, the mid-afternoon in meetings, but then the evening at the ballpark (Target Field) celebrating a birthday.
Overall, about 8 hours outside, while only 4 or so inside of the good weather hours I was out of bed for.
Tomorrow's schedule doesn't allow for as much enjoyment of the outdoors, so the weather can be poor tomorrow. I'd be okay with that.
Friday, June 22, 2012
Empty is Good Too
After a couple of weeks of very full calendars, today marks the first day in a long time that both Jenny's and my calendar were free from activities.
The weeks were filled with good, garage sale fundraisers, missions trips, work, time in California, and normal meeting routines, but the Empty Day feels good too.
There is already a nap being taken, and I haven't gotten out of my comfy pants yet.
I'll enjoy today, then tomorrow, there is good stuff on the calendar again.
The weeks were filled with good, garage sale fundraisers, missions trips, work, time in California, and normal meeting routines, but the Empty Day feels good too.
There is already a nap being taken, and I haven't gotten out of my comfy pants yet.
I'll enjoy today, then tomorrow, there is good stuff on the calendar again.
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Taking a Straw Poll
So the plan is still that I'll be preaching the Sunday morning services at Grace Fellowship on July 8th.
There wasn't a topic assigned to me, and I want it picked soon, so this is part of the process. Our church is in a summer series called "You Asked For It" where we had our congregation write in topics they would want to hear a message on.
There wasn't one planned for my day (I wasn't forced one) but I decided to look at the "leftovers" that didn't make the series.
This initially narrowed me down to four topics: Prayer/Hearing God, Confession of Sins, The Importance of Praise/Worship, and The Value of the Old Testament Laws for Today's Christian.
I asked a couple of other staff members and they've helped me narrow it to: Confession of Sins and The Value of OT Laws for Today's Christian.
Their voting has not been unanimous since that narrowing though, so I'm looking for more voices. I'm interested in what you would want to hear a message on, why you would want to hear it, and if you have any, a follow up question on the topic you would hope is addressed.
There wasn't a topic assigned to me, and I want it picked soon, so this is part of the process. Our church is in a summer series called "You Asked For It" where we had our congregation write in topics they would want to hear a message on.
There wasn't one planned for my day (I wasn't forced one) but I decided to look at the "leftovers" that didn't make the series.
This initially narrowed me down to four topics: Prayer/Hearing God, Confession of Sins, The Importance of Praise/Worship, and The Value of the Old Testament Laws for Today's Christian.
I asked a couple of other staff members and they've helped me narrow it to: Confession of Sins and The Value of OT Laws for Today's Christian.
Their voting has not been unanimous since that narrowing though, so I'm looking for more voices. I'm interested in what you would want to hear a message on, why you would want to hear it, and if you have any, a follow up question on the topic you would hope is addressed.
Wednesday, June 06, 2012
Overcome with Writing
I occasionally feel guilty at my recent neglect of this blog. I wish it was still more regular, and plan on it returning to that regularity soon.
In the meantime, I've been writing some things for my church, working on "the book" for an adoption fundraiser, and writing answers/filling out adoption paperwork.
Why it isn't apparent that I've been doing a lot of writing based on my recent blogging frequency, I've actually been overwhelmed with it lately.
Hopefully sometime in the next few days I get to write up a recap of my trip to California for you all.
For now, I'm heading to bed.
In the meantime, I've been writing some things for my church, working on "the book" for an adoption fundraiser, and writing answers/filling out adoption paperwork.
Why it isn't apparent that I've been doing a lot of writing based on my recent blogging frequency, I've actually been overwhelmed with it lately.
Hopefully sometime in the next few days I get to write up a recap of my trip to California for you all.
For now, I'm heading to bed.
Thursday, May 31, 2012
2 Days - Part 2
Well, the "2 Days with Rob Bell" event is over now.
It will take me a while to process some of the things that were said. Regardless of content though...I've come back hoping for renewed discipline in some areas of life, with renewed inspiration in others, with more hope than I came with, and with 1 random thing that I hope Rob changes about his life.
Besides the hours spent in a room with 50ish other people and Rob, surfing with Rob (just a small group of us) and a dinner with him (again just a small group of us) were some of the unique fun times as well.
My face, and the tops of my feet are both a little more red than Sunday though my Spirit has been marked by the experience in less physical, but to me, more noticeable ways.
It will take me a while to process some of the things that were said. Regardless of content though...I've come back hoping for renewed discipline in some areas of life, with renewed inspiration in others, with more hope than I came with, and with 1 random thing that I hope Rob changes about his life.
Besides the hours spent in a room with 50ish other people and Rob, surfing with Rob (just a small group of us) and a dinner with him (again just a small group of us) were some of the unique fun times as well.
My face, and the tops of my feet are both a little more red than Sunday though my Spirit has been marked by the experience in less physical, but to me, more noticeable ways.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Day 1 of 2
I'm spending my "2 Days with Rob Bell" this week and its half over.
Spent time talking about Identity, Innovation, Invention, Spiral Dynamics, Communication, Criticism, Care for the soul, Care for the family, and many tangents.
It's been a lot to process, and i'm sure it will take me a while to process it.
One of my goals has been to take in the information fairly objectively. By that I mean, not to hear the information and immediately apply it to one area of mine or another's life but to let it sit for a while so I can see what rings most true. This has been good for me. Not thinking immediately of a ministry change, but instead thinking of what evaluative questions I need to ask of myself as a leader has set this conference up to change me for a long term of ministry and not just some short term excitements within a ministry program.
Looking forward to processing some of this in writing after it settles a little more in my head.
Spent time talking about Identity, Innovation, Invention, Spiral Dynamics, Communication, Criticism, Care for the soul, Care for the family, and many tangents.
It's been a lot to process, and i'm sure it will take me a while to process it.
One of my goals has been to take in the information fairly objectively. By that I mean, not to hear the information and immediately apply it to one area of mine or another's life but to let it sit for a while so I can see what rings most true. This has been good for me. Not thinking immediately of a ministry change, but instead thinking of what evaluative questions I need to ask of myself as a leader has set this conference up to change me for a long term of ministry and not just some short term excitements within a ministry program.
Looking forward to processing some of this in writing after it settles a little more in my head.
Time Spent Walking
I spent most of my memorial day walking.
Flew to California early in the morning and checked into my hotel at about 10:15 Pacific time.
Walked the beach for a couple of hours before lunch.
After lunch, probably took about a 10 mile walk up an down the beach before dinner.
After dinner I only walked about a block to a grocery store to stock up some snacks for the hotel room and have been watching t.v. for the evening, though I may go listen to the waves for a bit before sleeping.
Looking forward to the next two days trying to learn as much as I can to improve myself as a communicator/pastor.
Flew to California early in the morning and checked into my hotel at about 10:15 Pacific time.
Walked the beach for a couple of hours before lunch.
After lunch, probably took about a 10 mile walk up an down the beach before dinner.
After dinner I only walked about a block to a grocery store to stock up some snacks for the hotel room and have been watching t.v. for the evening, though I may go listen to the waves for a bit before sleeping.
Looking forward to the next two days trying to learn as much as I can to improve myself as a communicator/pastor.
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
No Evenings
This week is packed with meetings, weddings, dinners, events, services, ect...
There isn't an evening I have free. Actually, there isn't a day (usually friday/saturday) that I have free either.
Nice way to pass the time leading up to my California trip I suppose.
There isn't an evening I have free. Actually, there isn't a day (usually friday/saturday) that I have free either.
Nice way to pass the time leading up to my California trip I suppose.
Monday, May 21, 2012
Back To The Real World
Well, after 6 days of fun (some video games, some golf, some men's retreat) it is time to rejoin the real world with work tomorrow.
While I was away, the blog hit a milestone that is unseen to the rest of you....it passed its 10,000th view.
That means I've wasted lots of peoples time :)
While I was away, the blog hit a milestone that is unseen to the rest of you....it passed its 10,000th view.
That means I've wasted lots of peoples time :)
Monday, May 14, 2012
Morning and Night Games
This morning I played golf again. It was an up and down experience.
4 over after 2 holes.
Holes 15-17 were played in 7 over.
The other 13 holes combined I played much better.
I drove the green on a par 4. But then three putted for par.
That was the morning game.
Night games start soon. The video game of the year (Diablo 3) and most awaited game since my adolescence (it's precedent was finished 12 years ago) arrives at midnight.
These two games will consume my week. Video games Tuesday and Wednesday. Golf at men's retreat on Thurs-Friday.
Life is rough for this career aged adult :)
4 over after 2 holes.
Holes 15-17 were played in 7 over.
The other 13 holes combined I played much better.
I drove the green on a par 4. But then three putted for par.
That was the morning game.
Night games start soon. The video game of the year (Diablo 3) and most awaited game since my adolescence (it's precedent was finished 12 years ago) arrives at midnight.
These two games will consume my week. Video games Tuesday and Wednesday. Golf at men's retreat on Thurs-Friday.
Life is rough for this career aged adult :)
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Par
Jenny and I went golfing with another couple this morning.
Jenny got her first ever par and played better than she ever has.
It was awesome!
Jenny got her first ever par and played better than she ever has.
It was awesome!
Wednesday, May 09, 2012
Tentative Plans
The dates have changed after being told to me before, but right now the plan is that July 8th will be the next time I preach the Sunday morning services at Grace Fellowship.
The preaching schedule shows that our church will be in the middle of a series entitled "You Asked For It" where the topics are all taken from congregational requests and write-ins. Unless told otherwise, I assume I'll be answering/preaching on a topic submitted by our congregation and picked for that series.
If you are in the area, and the date doesn't change, feel free to come on by.
The preaching schedule shows that our church will be in the middle of a series entitled "You Asked For It" where the topics are all taken from congregational requests and write-ins. Unless told otherwise, I assume I'll be answering/preaching on a topic submitted by our congregation and picked for that series.
If you are in the area, and the date doesn't change, feel free to come on by.
Tuesday, May 08, 2012
Truly a Digital Age
At work today, our internet service and our server were down.
That left most of us wondering what to do. No access to our files, the internet, or our printers.
We had our staff meeting, but couldn't pass around the agendas, they couldn't be printed.
Most of the afternoon, the staff spent...cleaning. Organizing things we had ignored. Clearing out spaces that had seen more bugs die in them, than people utilize them in the last few years.
We didn't know how to do our "normal" tasks, so we resorted to doing the things we've been putting off, deeming unimportant for so long.
All i think it really showed was how digitally reliant we really are. Tomorrow, if the technology works again, I imagine not many people will be found cleaning.
That left most of us wondering what to do. No access to our files, the internet, or our printers.
We had our staff meeting, but couldn't pass around the agendas, they couldn't be printed.
Most of the afternoon, the staff spent...cleaning. Organizing things we had ignored. Clearing out spaces that had seen more bugs die in them, than people utilize them in the last few years.
We didn't know how to do our "normal" tasks, so we resorted to doing the things we've been putting off, deeming unimportant for so long.
All i think it really showed was how digitally reliant we really are. Tomorrow, if the technology works again, I imagine not many people will be found cleaning.
Sunday, May 06, 2012
Lock-In
Youth Pastors often throw Lock-Ins for their youth groups. All night events that teenagers seem to love.
The Young Adults asked for one. I've never liked throwing them, but did find it much easier with Young Adults than with teenagers.
After the night of not sleeping, and a party at our house, I actually decided to go to bed at 8:15.
The 12 hours of sleep wasn't enough to recover. I'm excited for sleep again tonight.
Hopefully, I don't have to throw another lock-in for a while, though I admit, it was a whole lot of fun.
The Young Adults asked for one. I've never liked throwing them, but did find it much easier with Young Adults than with teenagers.
After the night of not sleeping, and a party at our house, I actually decided to go to bed at 8:15.
The 12 hours of sleep wasn't enough to recover. I'm excited for sleep again tonight.
Hopefully, I don't have to throw another lock-in for a while, though I admit, it was a whole lot of fun.
Thursday, May 03, 2012
Survivor Kabobs
Tonight we got together with another couple (The Awesome Cronens) for a Survivor double date.
We hoped to theme dinner along with this date as it is the first Wednesday of this Survivor season that I didn't have a class to teach.
We chose to do Kabobs and eat with our hands off of the wooden sticks. It was delicious. It was made more awesome when the reward on tonights show included a beef kabob cookout. Couldn't have planned it better.
We hoped to theme dinner along with this date as it is the first Wednesday of this Survivor season that I didn't have a class to teach.
We chose to do Kabobs and eat with our hands off of the wooden sticks. It was delicious. It was made more awesome when the reward on tonights show included a beef kabob cookout. Couldn't have planned it better.
Monday, April 30, 2012
Chick-Fil-A
Had a meal at the best fast food in the world today for lunch.
With classes winding down at the University of Minnesota, it will probably be a while before I get another one.
Let the withdrawals begin.
With classes winding down at the University of Minnesota, it will probably be a while before I get another one.
Let the withdrawals begin.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Summer Break!
I've always heard, and known that teachers get excited for summer break too.
Today, I can agree with them.
I finished my other class this morning (to join with the completion of the Church History one) to now find myself with at least a month without a class.
I'm excited for summer break...but only for a season, because I really do enjoy teaching.
Today, I can agree with them.
I finished my other class this morning (to join with the completion of the Church History one) to now find myself with at least a month without a class.
I'm excited for summer break...but only for a season, because I really do enjoy teaching.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
And They're Done
Tonight marked the finish of my church history class.
That completes having taught all 8 of the classes I designed for our church's discipleship process at least one time.
Sunday will mark having taught all 8 classes once and 5 of them twice.
Feels good to be done with church history for a while.
That completes having taught all 8 of the classes I designed for our church's discipleship process at least one time.
Sunday will mark having taught all 8 classes once and 5 of them twice.
Feels good to be done with church history for a while.
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Leftovers of Awesomeness
I'm generally not a big fan of taking my lunch to work. I'm also usually not a big fan of left overs.
But when it comes to Cashew Chicken made according to the Kemper Cookbook, I'll eat it whenever I can.
Not many meals make this category, but that's near the top of the list.
But when it comes to Cashew Chicken made according to the Kemper Cookbook, I'll eat it whenever I can.
Not many meals make this category, but that's near the top of the list.
Monday, April 23, 2012
Not Monday Too
It doesn't happen super routinely, but today felt really long for a Monday. I'm used to my Wednesdays and Thursdays (evenings where I teach) feeling like long days...but not Mondays.
Mondays fairly typically include pre-marital counseling or maybe a once a month meeting (as was the case tonight) but for some reason, when 8:15 arrived and I was walking through the door, it felt later than on other nights.
I can't afford for my body to start assuming that Mondays are long days too.
Fortunately, those monthly meetings can't happen on Mondays through the summer, and I only have one pre-marital session left with the current Monday night couple. Combine that with Wed. being the last meeting time of this particular class before it takes a summer break and I'll actually have some evenings free here soon for a season.
Mondays fairly typically include pre-marital counseling or maybe a once a month meeting (as was the case tonight) but for some reason, when 8:15 arrived and I was walking through the door, it felt later than on other nights.
I can't afford for my body to start assuming that Mondays are long days too.
Fortunately, those monthly meetings can't happen on Mondays through the summer, and I only have one pre-marital session left with the current Monday night couple. Combine that with Wed. being the last meeting time of this particular class before it takes a summer break and I'll actually have some evenings free here soon for a season.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Products/People
Throughout my day I read some articles on marketing, moving businesses forward, the need for technology, use of social media, and the decisions to strive forward as an organization in our digital age.
I also looked at the proposed budget for our church's next fiscal year, read two articles on technology and worship and looked to form my own un-biased (as in not team formed) opinion on what I believe the value of technology is as it relates to worship experiences.
There were a couple of things that stood out to me in my thinking, but the concepts that I boiled most of my thinking down to was a comparison of "products" and "people."
I've watched people study all the fancy products. I've been instructed, pushed, convinced, debated, and had conversation about how the new technology will really help our experiences. And for all intensive purposes (remember this is the opinion in my head), I'm actually pretty technologically savvy and enjoy technology.
I've seen numerous technologies sit around wasted because nobody knows how to draw the value out of them. Or people don't recognize that a high price tag and high function doesn't mean low work. It usually also means high training, high knowledge and lots of planning.
Many experts in most technology fields continuously argue that a person with expertise and sub-par equipment is far more valuable than high-end equipment with sub-par knowledge. This is most frequently seen to me first hand with the use of golf clubs. Clubs help, but a good swing is far more beneficial than high-end clubs.
So how should an organization or in my case a church move forward? Should limited resources (i said church remember) improve expertise first or equipment first? Spend money on cross training and new hiring, or on upgrading and new function?
I formed my opinion today (in the choice of product or people), but fortunately don't have to worry about it since I don't control any of that money for our church.
I also looked at the proposed budget for our church's next fiscal year, read two articles on technology and worship and looked to form my own un-biased (as in not team formed) opinion on what I believe the value of technology is as it relates to worship experiences.
There were a couple of things that stood out to me in my thinking, but the concepts that I boiled most of my thinking down to was a comparison of "products" and "people."
I've watched people study all the fancy products. I've been instructed, pushed, convinced, debated, and had conversation about how the new technology will really help our experiences. And for all intensive purposes (remember this is the opinion in my head), I'm actually pretty technologically savvy and enjoy technology.
I've seen numerous technologies sit around wasted because nobody knows how to draw the value out of them. Or people don't recognize that a high price tag and high function doesn't mean low work. It usually also means high training, high knowledge and lots of planning.
Many experts in most technology fields continuously argue that a person with expertise and sub-par equipment is far more valuable than high-end equipment with sub-par knowledge. This is most frequently seen to me first hand with the use of golf clubs. Clubs help, but a good swing is far more beneficial than high-end clubs.
So how should an organization or in my case a church move forward? Should limited resources (i said church remember) improve expertise first or equipment first? Spend money on cross training and new hiring, or on upgrading and new function?
I formed my opinion today (in the choice of product or people), but fortunately don't have to worry about it since I don't control any of that money for our church.
Two Days Re-Opened
Some of you may remember me missing out on an event I was excited about after it took me 48 minutes to respond. From e-mail to checkout time (for an event that would cost vacation days and a decent chunk of money), 48 minutes from notice was too long and the event had reached its limit.
I had wanted to go, e-mailed pleading for one more spot or to be put on a waiting list, but the response e-mail crushed my dreams. Full with no waiting list. Boo.
Fortunately, they opened up a second offering of the event with a different two day timetable.
I responded in 13 minutes and got in. The event is full, was full the next time I had checked (12 hours after I registered), but this time I have a ticket. My ticket came in e-mail this morning.
I'm pumped. I'll be in California May 29th and 30th, but I'll be too busy getting more awesome at my job to hang out with anyone.
I had wanted to go, e-mailed pleading for one more spot or to be put on a waiting list, but the response e-mail crushed my dreams. Full with no waiting list. Boo.
Fortunately, they opened up a second offering of the event with a different two day timetable.
I responded in 13 minutes and got in. The event is full, was full the next time I had checked (12 hours after I registered), but this time I have a ticket. My ticket came in e-mail this morning.
I'm pumped. I'll be in California May 29th and 30th, but I'll be too busy getting more awesome at my job to hang out with anyone.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Backwards Instincts
It stormed for a brief period today in the North Metro area. When it does that, I get excited as I love storms and we don't get them often hear. We rarely get a good thunderstorm like we would when we lived in Florida.
That longing has given me backwards instincts. Now, when it storms, I run to open the windows hoping to hear and smell the rain. When most people want to close windows and avoid storms, to watch t.v. and stay up to the minute on the weather alerts, I want to turn off the t.v. and hear the storm, watching it and not listening to anything the t.v. would tell me.
My instincts are backwards from many people's, but I wouldn't want them to change. I Love Storms.
That longing has given me backwards instincts. Now, when it storms, I run to open the windows hoping to hear and smell the rain. When most people want to close windows and avoid storms, to watch t.v. and stay up to the minute on the weather alerts, I want to turn off the t.v. and hear the storm, watching it and not listening to anything the t.v. would tell me.
My instincts are backwards from many people's, but I wouldn't want them to change. I Love Storms.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Wait 50 Days?
The last couple of weeks have exhausted me. The Easter season wore me out at church. Many late nights and early morning found my sleep schedule altered (not that it is normally consistent) and my brain function overworked (not that it's hard to get there).
And so, a midst the season of new life, of Resurrection and Spring, I find myself tired, without energy, without "power."
But I understand. I suppose it was about 50 days after the resurrection that the disciples finally got power. I mean, they ate with Jesus, reminisced with Jesus, and got excited about seeing him post death, but the power didn't come for 50 days, when finally at Pentecost, the Holy Spirit was given to them.
I'm glad to have the Holy Spirit. Glad He was given to me upon salvation, but part of me still wonders if it will take me 50 days to regain my energy.
And so, a midst the season of new life, of Resurrection and Spring, I find myself tired, without energy, without "power."
But I understand. I suppose it was about 50 days after the resurrection that the disciples finally got power. I mean, they ate with Jesus, reminisced with Jesus, and got excited about seeing him post death, but the power didn't come for 50 days, when finally at Pentecost, the Holy Spirit was given to them.
I'm glad to have the Holy Spirit. Glad He was given to me upon salvation, but part of me still wonders if it will take me 50 days to regain my energy.
Monday, April 02, 2012
A Prophecy Fulfilled
Kentucky Basketball fans can be a little crazy. I'm a UK fan, but not typically as crazy as some of the others.
But my brother is crazy!
If you want to know what freshman in high school Kentucky is thinking of recruiting, he can give you the low down. If you are interested into which top 10 recruits are having second thoughts and UK is even barely in the picture, he'll know.
He likes to share the knowledge with anyone who will listen. Even if they only remotely understand the value or care. I listen.
Don't get me wrong, I make fun of him for it, but I listen. So, with that said, I can tell you without a doubt that my brother is the first person who ever told me UK would win the championship this year.
He didn't tell me a few weeks ago, when they were ranked first in the nation. Didn't tell me in the preseason when UNC and UK were considered a class above everyone else. Didn't even tell me last year when they fell just short but had a couple guys commit to staying another year.
It wasn't during the run two years ago with John Wall and Demarcus Cousins. But it was during that season. Two years ago, during the season my brother told me that this would be the year UK would win. That their talent would be good that year after Calipari got a couple recruits to follow him, that the next year they would again recruit the top class in the country, but that in Calipari's third year, this year, they would have their most talented team yet.
Two years ago, looking at the juniors in high school, and before Anthony Davis was a household name even to recruit, my brother told me this would be their year.
I was listening.
Well Done Jason. Well Done Kentucky!
But my brother is crazy!
If you want to know what freshman in high school Kentucky is thinking of recruiting, he can give you the low down. If you are interested into which top 10 recruits are having second thoughts and UK is even barely in the picture, he'll know.
He likes to share the knowledge with anyone who will listen. Even if they only remotely understand the value or care. I listen.
Don't get me wrong, I make fun of him for it, but I listen. So, with that said, I can tell you without a doubt that my brother is the first person who ever told me UK would win the championship this year.
He didn't tell me a few weeks ago, when they were ranked first in the nation. Didn't tell me in the preseason when UNC and UK were considered a class above everyone else. Didn't even tell me last year when they fell just short but had a couple guys commit to staying another year.
It wasn't during the run two years ago with John Wall and Demarcus Cousins. But it was during that season. Two years ago, during the season my brother told me that this would be the year UK would win. That their talent would be good that year after Calipari got a couple recruits to follow him, that the next year they would again recruit the top class in the country, but that in Calipari's third year, this year, they would have their most talented team yet.
Two years ago, looking at the juniors in high school, and before Anthony Davis was a household name even to recruit, my brother told me this would be their year.
I was listening.
Well Done Jason. Well Done Kentucky!
Sunday, April 01, 2012
24 Hours
In 24 hours I'll know if Kentucky Basketball was successful in reaching their potential this year.
I will focus on little else for the next 24 hours.
I will focus on little else for the next 24 hours.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Looking Back (and to the Future)
Teaching this Church History class has had me wondering what people will be confused by when they study this timeperiod of the church.
Most of Church History is filled with Christians doing some pretty ridiculous things and arguing about some really odd-ball kinds of church issues.
Every timeperiod is filled with that.
So what will be the glaring ones that stick out from our day? Things we don't even think to question and assume we've found the final verdict on?
I've got some guesses, but no valid arguments for any of them...homosexuality, cultural diversity, order and importance of different worship service activities, heaven/hell discussions, end-times discussions, and the list goes on.
Most of Church History is filled with Christians doing some pretty ridiculous things and arguing about some really odd-ball kinds of church issues.
Every timeperiod is filled with that.
So what will be the glaring ones that stick out from our day? Things we don't even think to question and assume we've found the final verdict on?
I've got some guesses, but no valid arguments for any of them...homosexuality, cultural diversity, order and importance of different worship service activities, heaven/hell discussions, end-times discussions, and the list goes on.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Soccer Recruitment
I was e-mailed today to possibly join a summer soccer team.
They would want me to get in shape (not just play recreationally).
My apprehension to jump at the opportunity has affirmed how old I'm becoming.
They would want me to get in shape (not just play recreationally).
My apprehension to jump at the opportunity has affirmed how old I'm becoming.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Weather Woes
Being spoiled with such a warm early spring makes a rainy, windy, cold day like today feel more miserable than ever.
What happened to mornings filled with golf?
The events of the day were all positive, yet the attitudes and demeanors of most I encountered today were ones of mild toned apathy. Not depression, not sadness, but not joy or glee either. The weather has a strange effect sometimes.
Hoping for the positive experiences of it again soon.
What happened to mornings filled with golf?
The events of the day were all positive, yet the attitudes and demeanors of most I encountered today were ones of mild toned apathy. Not depression, not sadness, but not joy or glee either. The weather has a strange effect sometimes.
Hoping for the positive experiences of it again soon.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Not Much Better
They don't get much better than today. After church, we grabbed quick burgers from Champs, and got home for the Kentucky game. They won convincingly. Tiger won golf convincingly.
We made it to and watched the Hunger Games movie. Kansas beat UNC (picked this in my bracket) giving me 3 of the 4 Final Four teams picked correctly on my bracket (I couldn't have ever put Pitino there).
To top it all off, Jenny made Swedish Meatballs for dinner.
Now I'm happy and full. Tomorrow has a tough task ahead of it if it is going to try and top today.
We made it to and watched the Hunger Games movie. Kansas beat UNC (picked this in my bracket) giving me 3 of the 4 Final Four teams picked correctly on my bracket (I couldn't have ever put Pitino there).
To top it all off, Jenny made Swedish Meatballs for dinner.
Now I'm happy and full. Tomorrow has a tough task ahead of it if it is going to try and top today.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
When I'm Cold
Generally, if I feel a little chilly, regardless of the time of year, my first thought isn't to grab a blanket or put on another layer of clothes. I immediately want to get in a hot tub.
Since I don't own one, that means I decide to take a hot bath. I'm not even a little ashamed to admit that. I love it.
This happened tonight and I decided to convince my mind I was warm by eating a tropical flavored popsicle while taking said hot bath.
Now I feel warm, relaxed, comfortable and tropical.
Since I don't own one, that means I decide to take a hot bath. I'm not even a little ashamed to admit that. I love it.
This happened tonight and I decided to convince my mind I was warm by eating a tropical flavored popsicle while taking said hot bath.
Now I feel warm, relaxed, comfortable and tropical.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Lighting Guy Returns
Easter is approaching, and those special seasons at the church require extra rehearsals as we aim to put our best on display.
Like it did at Christmas time, this has moved me to operating the lightboard. I'm excited about what we have planned musically for Easter, and looking forward to helping make that function as good as I can from a tech side.
It had been a few months where I wasn't doing any tech stuff with the Sunday services, and felt like returning to old familiar territory when I reunited with the Xmas sound guy and my trusty lightboard tonight for rehearsal.
Bring on Easter (though actually give us a couple more weeks to prepare), we're ready (I mean, we will be).
Like it did at Christmas time, this has moved me to operating the lightboard. I'm excited about what we have planned musically for Easter, and looking forward to helping make that function as good as I can from a tech side.
It had been a few months where I wasn't doing any tech stuff with the Sunday services, and felt like returning to old familiar territory when I reunited with the Xmas sound guy and my trusty lightboard tonight for rehearsal.
Bring on Easter (though actually give us a couple more weeks to prepare), we're ready (I mean, we will be).
Monday, March 19, 2012
Instructing Competence
The "non-traditional" soccer season has arrived. As a coach, there are many restrictions on when we can hold practices, train, give instruction, and communicate with our college athletes.
Our spring season has arrived. We are allowed 4 weeks of practices (with certain guidelines) and one day of competition. We'll be enrolling our guys in a 1 day, 3 game 8v8 tournament down in Iowa, which means it is time to prepare.
This preparation will find me in a similar role. Our goalkeeper from last season plays another sport in the spring and won't be with us (and may not be with us next year) and so I have to make someone a competent goalie.
I've got two candidates that I get to start working with to turn into goal stopping machines by mid-April and to give drills for them to do throughout the summer if they hope to compete for the starting role next fall.
Hope they are ready to get their hips sore.
Our spring season has arrived. We are allowed 4 weeks of practices (with certain guidelines) and one day of competition. We'll be enrolling our guys in a 1 day, 3 game 8v8 tournament down in Iowa, which means it is time to prepare.
This preparation will find me in a similar role. Our goalkeeper from last season plays another sport in the spring and won't be with us (and may not be with us next year) and so I have to make someone a competent goalie.
I've got two candidates that I get to start working with to turn into goal stopping machines by mid-April and to give drills for them to do throughout the summer if they hope to compete for the starting role next fall.
Hope they are ready to get their hips sore.
Thursday, March 15, 2012
My Day in a Nut"shell"
March Madness began.
Kentucky won.
I ate three of the new tacos from Taco Bell that have the Dorito flavored shells. They are phenomenal.
It was a good day.
Kentucky won.
I ate three of the new tacos from Taco Bell that have the Dorito flavored shells. They are phenomenal.
It was a good day.
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Golf Season Arrived Today
The course was about an hour away, but our Senior High pastor (Josh) and I made it out for the opening rounds of golf for the season.
Didn't hit them as well as either of us would have liked, but started to shake off the rust. In a month, (when the season would normally begin) we'll be way ahead of where we were last year. At least that's the plan.
Looking forward to a season of getting better, helping others get better, and pressuring Josh into getting better.
Golf is here!
Didn't hit them as well as either of us would have liked, but started to shake off the rust. In a month, (when the season would normally begin) we'll be way ahead of where we were last year. At least that's the plan.
Looking forward to a season of getting better, helping others get better, and pressuring Josh into getting better.
Golf is here!
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Vision Casting
I'm supposed to bring my rough draft of a vision cast for some new initiatives at the church to a meeting next Thursday.
While I don't like thinking of tackling more with my job description on a consistent basis, the blank whiteboard of dreaming is fun. To start with just a goal, and get to develop the major pieces of the strategy (then to adjust it as other pieces need to be put in place) is at least an energizing process for me.
Hopefully I'll come up with something awesome to implement that will help improve lives and grow our church at the same time.
While I don't like thinking of tackling more with my job description on a consistent basis, the blank whiteboard of dreaming is fun. To start with just a goal, and get to develop the major pieces of the strategy (then to adjust it as other pieces need to be put in place) is at least an energizing process for me.
Hopefully I'll come up with something awesome to implement that will help improve lives and grow our church at the same time.
Monday, March 12, 2012
Lost for words
Can't think of what to write tonight...so i'm just going to post the blog i put on our church website.
The season of life we find ourselves in is a fascinating one. Many of us are looking forward to spring’s arrival. To see new life, feel new energy, and find joy in watching things burst forth from the shell they created over winter. But do we get so caught up in the coming of spring that we lose the focus of this season of life?
Life has a rhythm, and part of that rhythm includes winter. A time when things have died, when the winds have overcome, the leaves fallen, and life seems far from us. But it is a crucial season. One that enriches the soil and makes way for new life.
New life planted, new life sprouting, new life harvested, and life consumed. It’s a pattern. Winter is when life is consumed. Our growth, our sustenance is dependent on life that was, not life that is coming.
It is often this season that many feel most connected to God. When we acknowledge that there is suffering that brings life. That there is a season to reflect not just on the coming hope, not just on the promised reward, not just on the feeling of energy and life…but at time to reflect on the cost of that life. The cost paid by another. The death that brings forth all new life.
Spend the rest of this season, not just in anticipation of spring, not just in anticipation of Resurrection, but in communion with a God who paid a price, suffered, even died so that life could be possible for us. Without this season, life would not be possible.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Sleeping Choices
Deciding to start reading a book at 10:30 on Friday night turned out not to be too fortuitous for my weekend sleeping schedule as I often prefer to read entire books at one time.
Thus, the Hunger Games was read and it was 4:00 before I went to sleep, even though I had basketball in the morning.
Combining that with losing an hour between Saturday and Sunday, and I was paying for it this afternoon, though luckily I got a nap, and am now ready (at 10:45) to start catching up on some t.v. shows since I'm not tired.
Thus, the Hunger Games was read and it was 4:00 before I went to sleep, even though I had basketball in the morning.
Combining that with losing an hour between Saturday and Sunday, and I was paying for it this afternoon, though luckily I got a nap, and am now ready (at 10:45) to start catching up on some t.v. shows since I'm not tired.
Wednesday, March 07, 2012
I'm Too Slow
I got an e-mail today about an awesome 2 day conference/event I wanted to go to. It came with a $500 fee as well as the flights and hotels though, so I had some conversations at work and called Jenny to talk before just moving forward.
48 minutes after the e-mail had arrived I was ready to move forward with registering.
The event was sold out (capped at 50 people) before I could register.
Now I'm bummed to not be spending two days in California in the beginning of May.
Hopefully they'll run the same event, or a similar one at another time, and i'll be able to respond instantly, instead of with a 48 minute delay.
48 minutes after the e-mail had arrived I was ready to move forward with registering.
The event was sold out (capped at 50 people) before I could register.
Now I'm bummed to not be spending two days in California in the beginning of May.
Hopefully they'll run the same event, or a similar one at another time, and i'll be able to respond instantly, instead of with a 48 minute delay.
Tuesday, March 06, 2012
Sad Day
The news coming out of Indianapolis for the Colts is sad. Petyon Manning becoming a free agent.
Hope he lands somewhere he can continue to succeed. But hope he loses to the Colts anytime he plays them.
It's been a great run with you, here's to hoping that all the offseason changes fix some of the problems the Colts have had in recent years. We know that you (Peyton) weren't that problem.
Hope he lands somewhere he can continue to succeed. But hope he loses to the Colts anytime he plays them.
It's been a great run with you, here's to hoping that all the offseason changes fix some of the problems the Colts have had in recent years. We know that you (Peyton) weren't that problem.
Monday, March 05, 2012
Short Sleeves Winter
With the snow, and for most days the temperature, not hitting as fiercely this winter, I have found that my propensity for layering and/or dressing warm to start to have diminished.
It felt noticeable today when my short sleeve shirt didn't provide the warmth the rest of my arms wanted. My dignity refused to allow me to give in and wear my coat though, so for much of the day I just sat with goosebumps on my arms.
Strangely, I was productive at work today in an increased fashion from normal. I wonder if these two things were connected?
Do goosebumps make me work faster? Find out some other time when they show up all day by accident.
It felt noticeable today when my short sleeve shirt didn't provide the warmth the rest of my arms wanted. My dignity refused to allow me to give in and wear my coat though, so for much of the day I just sat with goosebumps on my arms.
Strangely, I was productive at work today in an increased fashion from normal. I wonder if these two things were connected?
Do goosebumps make me work faster? Find out some other time when they show up all day by accident.
Sunday, March 04, 2012
Sunday Sports
Got home from church today just in time to catch the end of the Kentucky Basketball game. Glad to see their perfect run through the SEC season, now I'm just hoping they don't lose again until next season.
Spent most of the afternoon after that watching the golf tournament. For some reason, golf is just more fun to watch when Tiger is playing well. I don't even care if he wins (he didn't today), he makes watching golf (something I like even when he isn't playing, let alone playing poorly) really fun to watch when he is playing well.
Didn't do much important with the rest of the day. Felt needed before another week of work kicks off tomorrow.
Spent most of the afternoon after that watching the golf tournament. For some reason, golf is just more fun to watch when Tiger is playing well. I don't even care if he wins (he didn't today), he makes watching golf (something I like even when he isn't playing, let alone playing poorly) really fun to watch when he is playing well.
Didn't do much important with the rest of the day. Felt needed before another week of work kicks off tomorrow.
Thursday, March 01, 2012
Go Cats Go
Kentucky's run of home wins is impressive. Glad to see that those playing their final home game tonight got to go out with a win.
While that is cool, my real hope for this team comes with a different game.
Whenever it is, I just hope they win the last one they play this season.
While that is cool, my real hope for this team comes with a different game.
Whenever it is, I just hope they win the last one they play this season.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Leap Year Didn't Exist
In my area of the world, most schools didn't have school today. Our church cancelled our evening programming (giving me the night off) and many from our office left well before that.
It's almost like today didn't happen at all. Leap year tried to show up, and we refused to consider it a real day.
It's almost like today didn't happen at all. Leap year tried to show up, and we refused to consider it a real day.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Feed The Kids
Our church is hosting our annual Feed My Starving Children event this week, to pay for and pack meals for hungry kids.
This morning, I did that for two hours with the staff. This evening, I did that for two hours with the Young Adults.
And while my hands smell like "chicken, veggies, soy, and rice" my day felt productive.
Throughout the week our goal is to pack 225,000 meals. We should make and maybe exceed that goal tomorrow at the last shift.
This morning, I did that for two hours with the staff. This evening, I did that for two hours with the Young Adults.
And while my hands smell like "chicken, veggies, soy, and rice" my day felt productive.
Throughout the week our goal is to pack 225,000 meals. We should make and maybe exceed that goal tomorrow at the last shift.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Home-Made Cookies
Jenny made cookies on Saturday afternoon with our nephew who was over for the afternoon (the other nephew was taking a nap in our spare bedroom at the time).
I got to taste the results of that activity. I won't complain if they decide that is fun and want to do it again.
By the way, we are out of cookies.
I got to taste the results of that activity. I won't complain if they decide that is fun and want to do it again.
By the way, we are out of cookies.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Stupid Parking
We had to go downtown today to get fingerprinted for our adoption process. Parking at city hall was an issue, so we went to the parking ramp.
Here was the fee structure:
0-20 minutes: $2
21-40 minutes: $15
Every 20 minutes after that $2 added on the $15
Max a day: $26
Our appointment took 15 minutes. Walking and parking took 9. Stupid parking structure.
Here was the fee structure:
0-20 minutes: $2
21-40 minutes: $15
Every 20 minutes after that $2 added on the $15
Max a day: $26
Our appointment took 15 minutes. Walking and parking took 9. Stupid parking structure.
An Ash Wednesday First
This was the first Ash Wednesday where throughout the day, when I saw someone with ash on their forehead, I was never confused.
Most years, at least the first time I see someone, it takes a couple minutes to remember, but not today...today, when I saw someone around 12:15, I remembered right away that it was Ash Wednesday.
Most years, at least the first time I see someone, it takes a couple minutes to remember, but not today...today, when I saw someone around 12:15, I remembered right away that it was Ash Wednesday.
Monday, February 20, 2012
Bittersweet Release
Every meeting that I was supposed to have today got cancelled. I was notified by other parties involved that the meeting was either rescheduled, put on hold for a while, or that my presence wasn't needed.
I enjoy not having my time wasted, so I was thankful not to have to sit in on meetings that had no value for me, yet at the same time, planned what I would do today around having scheduled meetings and since none of the cancelations came with advanced notice, the day was mostly wasted.
Fortunately, I did get to spend some of the time organizing and simplifying my office clutter so that when I re-arrange (coming soon for me an my office buddy) the process will be simple for me.
If my early morning meeting tomorrow is going to be cancelled, I hope i'm notified before I'm out of bed.
I enjoy not having my time wasted, so I was thankful not to have to sit in on meetings that had no value for me, yet at the same time, planned what I would do today around having scheduled meetings and since none of the cancelations came with advanced notice, the day was mostly wasted.
Fortunately, I did get to spend some of the time organizing and simplifying my office clutter so that when I re-arrange (coming soon for me an my office buddy) the process will be simple for me.
If my early morning meeting tomorrow is going to be cancelled, I hope i'm notified before I'm out of bed.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
V-Day Comfort Foods
Sleep didn't cure my apathy. That meant my Valentines day lunch was another comfort food (Chipotle), though leaving there I wanted more as well.
So I bought Double Stuff Golden Oreos, and heart shaped Reeses Peanut Butter Cups for myself in the office this afternoon.
That started helping.
Maybe tomorrow the comfort food train will stop and I'll return to my normal pessimistic self.
If not, my late dinner (I teach until 8:00, so usually eat on my own on Wed. nights) will be a special choice I'm sure.
So I bought Double Stuff Golden Oreos, and heart shaped Reeses Peanut Butter Cups for myself in the office this afternoon.
That started helping.
Maybe tomorrow the comfort food train will stop and I'll return to my normal pessimistic self.
If not, my late dinner (I teach until 8:00, so usually eat on my own on Wed. nights) will be a special choice I'm sure.
Monday, February 13, 2012
Comfort Food
I got home from work today feeling very apathetic. I don't exactly know what to do when I feel apathetic, so I decided that eating comfort food would be the best action I could take.
Only problem was, nothing was working as comfort food.
I tried corn, toast, chocolate and nachos. None of them hit the spot. I dreamed of crackers with crab dip, queso salsa dip, and something else I can't remember at the moment.
But I still feel apathetic. The good thing, though, is that sleep is on the agenda, and I have found that sleep cures most things for me.
Only problem was, nothing was working as comfort food.
I tried corn, toast, chocolate and nachos. None of them hit the spot. I dreamed of crackers with crab dip, queso salsa dip, and something else I can't remember at the moment.
But I still feel apathetic. The good thing, though, is that sleep is on the agenda, and I have found that sleep cures most things for me.
Sunday, February 12, 2012
New Double Date Series
Throughout their engagement, Jenny and I watched through all of the Harry Potter movies on double dates with another couple.
Now that they are married, we had to pick a new series.
Tonight we watched the first Star Wars (1st in order made, not chronology of film story).
Though I enjoyed Harry Potter, I'll enjoy this series much more.
Now that they are married, we had to pick a new series.
Tonight we watched the first Star Wars (1st in order made, not chronology of film story).
Though I enjoyed Harry Potter, I'll enjoy this series much more.
Wednesday, February 08, 2012
Decompression
Today brought lots of "tense" moments. There were a couple of times at work, and another at home where all my brain and body wanted to do was decompress from that tension.
I was fortunate to find some ways to do that. Table Tennis, a Bath, and a Neck-Rub sufficed as tools for me today.
Tomorrow, the hope is to not feel so tense, but if I do, I think comfort food might be the answer!
I was fortunate to find some ways to do that. Table Tennis, a Bath, and a Neck-Rub sufficed as tools for me today.
Tomorrow, the hope is to not feel so tense, but if I do, I think comfort food might be the answer!
Tuesday, February 07, 2012
Agree on One Vote
Well, the political scene hit MN today. At least the Republican version did.
All that ever becomes clear to me is that everybody wants something different, whether party by party, state by state, or facebook status by facebook status.
So let's all just agree on one voting thing (as those in charge have been doing so for a few weeks now).
UK has the best current basketball program in the country!
Go C-A-T-S!
All that ever becomes clear to me is that everybody wants something different, whether party by party, state by state, or facebook status by facebook status.
So let's all just agree on one voting thing (as those in charge have been doing so for a few weeks now).
UK has the best current basketball program in the country!
Go C-A-T-S!
Monday, February 06, 2012
My Mouth Was Shut
I thought a lot today, but kept most of those thoughts to myself.
I had many conversations, but filtered most of what I thought. I was more blunt in some of them than usual, because my thoughts were stronger than usual, but they came out far less forceful to other people involved than they did in my head.
I often wonder where that line is. Where my opinion and voice matter. But there are other times, where I know that the knee-jerk reaction and expression of my opinion is far more emotional than it is practical.
I don't know if I "erred" today, but if I did, it was in keeping my mouth shut.
I had many conversations, but filtered most of what I thought. I was more blunt in some of them than usual, because my thoughts were stronger than usual, but they came out far less forceful to other people involved than they did in my head.
I often wonder where that line is. Where my opinion and voice matter. But there are other times, where I know that the knee-jerk reaction and expression of my opinion is far more emotional than it is practical.
I don't know if I "erred" today, but if I did, it was in keeping my mouth shut.
Sunday, February 05, 2012
It Was All In The Paper
I hate the Patriots.
When Jenny and I showed up to the Superbowl Party thrown by some of the Young Adults, we drew slips of paper. Whoever you drew was your hope to win the MVP to gain a door prize.
Jenny drew Mario Manningham (from the Giants), while I drew one of the two prized names, Eli Manning.
It was really all decided with the slips of paper. I'm a winner, and since I hadn't participated in any of the other games, Manning winning MVP was my only way to win.
When Jenny and I showed up to the Superbowl Party thrown by some of the Young Adults, we drew slips of paper. Whoever you drew was your hope to win the MVP to gain a door prize.
Jenny drew Mario Manningham (from the Giants), while I drew one of the two prized names, Eli Manning.
It was really all decided with the slips of paper. I'm a winner, and since I hadn't participated in any of the other games, Manning winning MVP was my only way to win.
Friday, February 03, 2012
Dry Lips
As Jenny was readying herself for bed tonight, she had dry lips and wanted some chapstick for them. She asked if I was going to the bathroom soon, but I told her I was going to be reading a chapter from a book first.
She said she would be awake when I was finished because "I read fast."
So I pointed out that she had fallen asleep before I finished reading a chapter the night before.
I don't know if she was joking or not, but the next words were "then read it out loud to me."
So I did. Now my lips are dry.
Unfortunately, we can't make this a contest of stubbornness though, because I am the only one that needs to pee.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
The Itch
This last weekend's golf tournament was televised. I watched some. I have the itch to play.
So today, I went to a golf dome and hit a bucket of balls.
Spring won't come soon enough... and because he has recently started reading my blog, I'm going to make a public declaration to Grace's wonderful Senior High Pastor: Josh, there is a possibility I will beat you three times in a row this year :)
Highly unlikely, but if you lose the fire, it's coming!
So today, I went to a golf dome and hit a bucket of balls.
Spring won't come soon enough... and because he has recently started reading my blog, I'm going to make a public declaration to Grace's wonderful Senior High Pastor: Josh, there is a possibility I will beat you three times in a row this year :)
Highly unlikely, but if you lose the fire, it's coming!
Monday, January 30, 2012
Hoping the Pointless Brings Rest
It's 3:30 a.m.
I decided to read a little bit before falling asleep. Oddly, reading rarely makes me tired, regardless of the time of day, and as such, my mind woke up. Fascinatingly, I was reading a leadership development styled book (for my own fun) and started mentally applying some of it's teachings. I may have found a break-through to amplify my effectiveness in almost every area of my job (from my fun reading).
This is exciting to me, but making me not want to sleep. It's 3:30 a.m. and I want to go to work.
So i've resigned to finding something pointless on the internet to watch, hoping that it will cause enough boredom that my mind decides to sleep before work would be normal.
I decided to read a little bit before falling asleep. Oddly, reading rarely makes me tired, regardless of the time of day, and as such, my mind woke up. Fascinatingly, I was reading a leadership development styled book (for my own fun) and started mentally applying some of it's teachings. I may have found a break-through to amplify my effectiveness in almost every area of my job (from my fun reading).
This is exciting to me, but making me not want to sleep. It's 3:30 a.m. and I want to go to work.
So i've resigned to finding something pointless on the internet to watch, hoping that it will cause enough boredom that my mind decides to sleep before work would be normal.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Stop Succeeding
There are times when other people's positive life choices just don't come at my convenience.
This happens quite often actually as a young adults pastor.
As they get new jobs (or finally start careers), make new schooling decisions, or even just relocate to save money, it often comes with the result of them moving away.
Another Young Adult got an awesome job contract this week. He'll be back here eventually, but leaving us for at least 6 months.
Why do they need to keep succeeding?
This happens quite often actually as a young adults pastor.
As they get new jobs (or finally start careers), make new schooling decisions, or even just relocate to save money, it often comes with the result of them moving away.
Another Young Adult got an awesome job contract this week. He'll be back here eventually, but leaving us for at least 6 months.
Why do they need to keep succeeding?
Can't Stop Working
The last bunch of nights have left me unable to leave work at work. Because our home computer is better than those at the office, it is much smoother to use for video editing.
Unfortunately that has meant that on Tuesday (my one night without something at church) I spent animating a 5 second opening. And tonight, after getting home from teaching class and eating dinner, I spent more time editing captured video with and combining it with audio and music.
I need to get quicker at these things so I don't stay consumed by them.
Unfortunately that has meant that on Tuesday (my one night without something at church) I spent animating a 5 second opening. And tonight, after getting home from teaching class and eating dinner, I spent more time editing captured video with and combining it with audio and music.
I need to get quicker at these things so I don't stay consumed by them.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
It's Over There
The announcement is found buried in this post, on our adoption blog. You should read it!
Monday, January 23, 2012
Toying With Commitment
As I think about making decisions, I often wonder if it is a
decision I could go public with. The commitment to telling someone
about a decision I've made provides extreme accountability for me.
I don't like failure.
Since last Friday afternoon I've been toying with making a public proclamation of a new decision that affects my life.
If it still sits comfortably with me, I'll make that public tomorrow. As for tonight, the commitment seems weighty enough to need another days thoughts.
How's that for a teaser?
I don't like failure.
Since last Friday afternoon I've been toying with making a public proclamation of a new decision that affects my life.
If it still sits comfortably with me, I'll make that public tomorrow. As for tonight, the commitment seems weighty enough to need another days thoughts.
How's that for a teaser?
Sunday, January 22, 2012
It's A Digital World
I realized tonight that the world is getting increasingly digital. Though I suppose that information wasn't hidden or even new.
I'm in the process of swtiching how some of our bills are payed (with the new checking account we no longer need the middle man digital agency we had used for our free bill pay) and to do so needed phone numbers, zip codes, and account numbers for those bills.
This information is hard to find. The hardest part was finding zip codes and phone numbers for where bills get paid when not digital. This wasn't easy information to find, because apparently companies don't think this will ever be necessary to their consumers.
I'm in the process of swtiching how some of our bills are payed (with the new checking account we no longer need the middle man digital agency we had used for our free bill pay) and to do so needed phone numbers, zip codes, and account numbers for those bills.
This information is hard to find. The hardest part was finding zip codes and phone numbers for where bills get paid when not digital. This wasn't easy information to find, because apparently companies don't think this will ever be necessary to their consumers.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Today Was Cold
Windchills in the -20s on the day I had to leave the office three different times for meetings.
That's just poor planning by whoever is in charge of the weather, or my schedule.
That's just poor planning by whoever is in charge of the weather, or my schedule.
Monday, January 16, 2012
Not Just the Wardrobe
I don't enjoy days where I have to put thought into what I wear. Wearing whatever is on top of the pile, or at the front of the hangers is my favorite way to decide clothes.
I thought this would be the most annoying part about attempting to do video announcements for the church. Actually having to pick out appropriate clothes on days besides Sunday.
It isn't the most annoying so far though. Figuring out how to get the best audio recording to play through our sound system is. My goal is to get two quality recordings, one from the camera mic that will be autosynced with the video, and one from one of our high end mics at the church saved digitially.
So far, the digital one has been a problem. Troubleshooting this problem has been extremely annoying and still isn't finished. It has caused more frustration than many days worth of having to pick appropriate clothes.
I thought this would be the most annoying part about attempting to do video announcements for the church. Actually having to pick out appropriate clothes on days besides Sunday.
It isn't the most annoying so far though. Figuring out how to get the best audio recording to play through our sound system is. My goal is to get two quality recordings, one from the camera mic that will be autosynced with the video, and one from one of our high end mics at the church saved digitially.
So far, the digital one has been a problem. Troubleshooting this problem has been extremely annoying and still isn't finished. It has caused more frustration than many days worth of having to pick appropriate clothes.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Expectations Matter
I'm amazed at how much expectations can dictate an experience.
What stuck out as a new realization to me today was the differences when those expectations are positive or negative.
If, for instance, I go into a movie with high expectations (this happened Friday night with Sherlock Holmes 2), then they are rarely met. Sometimes that leaves me frustrated, other times that just leaves me bland (Friday was the bland kind).
On the otherhand, going to a movie without expectations would generally provide a positive response.
What fascinates me is what happens in areas of life when we expect little, or even when we expect to be disappointed. I often find, that at these times, our expectations become true. We find the faults, the frustrations, the things we wished were different and we dwell on them. Negative expectations are often realized.
I wonder if there are areas of life that it would be better for me to just stop having expectations for. To allow life just to be experienced, instead of always analyzed. To find emotions when they come, not when and where I look for them.
Maybe then I'll have a more positive experience, but then again, as a pessimist, I suppose that wouldn't be much like me!
What stuck out as a new realization to me today was the differences when those expectations are positive or negative.
If, for instance, I go into a movie with high expectations (this happened Friday night with Sherlock Holmes 2), then they are rarely met. Sometimes that leaves me frustrated, other times that just leaves me bland (Friday was the bland kind).
On the otherhand, going to a movie without expectations would generally provide a positive response.
What fascinates me is what happens in areas of life when we expect little, or even when we expect to be disappointed. I often find, that at these times, our expectations become true. We find the faults, the frustrations, the things we wished were different and we dwell on them. Negative expectations are often realized.
I wonder if there are areas of life that it would be better for me to just stop having expectations for. To allow life just to be experienced, instead of always analyzed. To find emotions when they come, not when and where I look for them.
Maybe then I'll have a more positive experience, but then again, as a pessimist, I suppose that wouldn't be much like me!
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
A Lot To Say
Last Wednesday I started a new class at the church. It is a class designed to enter discussion on many debatable topics.
We started with gender roles and what the Bible says. Tonight's topics were scheduled to be Homosexuality followed by Politics.
We never made it to Politics. Homosexuality had enough opinions, as well as enough things I needed to clarify, to last us the entire time. Now I'll have to start with Politics next week.
Love my job!
We started with gender roles and what the Bible says. Tonight's topics were scheduled to be Homosexuality followed by Politics.
We never made it to Politics. Homosexuality had enough opinions, as well as enough things I needed to clarify, to last us the entire time. Now I'll have to start with Politics next week.
Love my job!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
More Pessimistic Than I Knew
I've always had a negative outlook. I'm more likely to analyze and critique than celebrate and encourage.
This was made abundantly clear to me when in our all day staff meeting, I got bored while we were "celebrating" and thanking God for the good things of last year. All I wanted to do was jump the analysis, changes, and improvement portions of reflection.
I wanted to leave celebration and enter tension. While I'm not excited about a desire to "leave celebration" there is something that feels comforable inside with the "entering tension" portion. It used to be something I avoided, but as my confidence in myself has grown, my aversion to tension has diminished.
I know its the pessimism talking, but I'm comfortable in the tension!
This was made abundantly clear to me when in our all day staff meeting, I got bored while we were "celebrating" and thanking God for the good things of last year. All I wanted to do was jump the analysis, changes, and improvement portions of reflection.
I wanted to leave celebration and enter tension. While I'm not excited about a desire to "leave celebration" there is something that feels comforable inside with the "entering tension" portion. It used to be something I avoided, but as my confidence in myself has grown, my aversion to tension has diminished.
I know its the pessimism talking, but I'm comfortable in the tension!
Monday, January 09, 2012
Love Breakfast Foods, Hate Breakfast
I had tater tots for a late night snack again today.
That's two days in a row, three of the last four.
I love breakfast foods, yet hate eating close to when I wake up. Unfortunately tomorrow I have a staff meeting (all day) that starts at Perkins. At least the food will be free if I have to eat it that close to getting up.
That's two days in a row, three of the last four.
I love breakfast foods, yet hate eating close to when I wake up. Unfortunately tomorrow I have a staff meeting (all day) that starts at Perkins. At least the food will be free if I have to eat it that close to getting up.
Sunday, January 08, 2012
ManVision
It is interesting how different my t.v. selection is when Jenny isn't in the house.
After a well-needed nap this afternoon, I started watchings some football playoffs. Jenny decided to leave and do other things, so after watching the game (glad the Broncos beat the Steelers) I continued with Sons of Anarchy.
Motorcycles and Gangs aren't what typically draws Jenny to a t.v. show, but I'm hooked!
After a well-needed nap this afternoon, I started watchings some football playoffs. Jenny decided to leave and do other things, so after watching the game (glad the Broncos beat the Steelers) I continued with Sons of Anarchy.
Motorcycles and Gangs aren't what typically draws Jenny to a t.v. show, but I'm hooked!
Friday, January 06, 2012
Words With Friends
Words With Friends is the new additction in our household.
It is essentially scrabble on smartphones played 1 on 1 at your convenience. Can also be played on Facebook.
Helps me kill my phone battery, but makes me use my brain throughout the day.
Feel free to play against me.
It is essentially scrabble on smartphones played 1 on 1 at your convenience. Can also be played on Facebook.
Helps me kill my phone battery, but makes me use my brain throughout the day.
Feel free to play against me.
Wednesday, January 04, 2012
B.S. Skills In Use
I was brought into the senior high schooler's drama team practice to help today.
My task, B.S. my way through believable and relatable stories around subjects that students will be writing monologues for.
See mom, learning to B.S. has paid off. I needed it today for work!
My task, B.S. my way through believable and relatable stories around subjects that students will be writing monologues for.
See mom, learning to B.S. has paid off. I needed it today for work!
Monday, January 02, 2012
Don't Be Shady
I'm a pretty casual guy I think. I can't remember complaining about
service at a restaurant. I don't send things back. I hate to even
return something to a store. All i ask in return is that you try to do
your job, and you don't be shady about it.
Some places can't keep that standart though...so another local bank is on my naughty list.
Bye, bye TCF. I'll gladly take my checking accounts elsewhere as you change your side of our contract and neglect to do any kind of diligence of informing me.
USAA, you've always treated me well, I'm happy to open another account with you now.
Some places can't keep that standart though...so another local bank is on my naughty list.
Bye, bye TCF. I'll gladly take my checking accounts elsewhere as you change your side of our contract and neglect to do any kind of diligence of informing me.
USAA, you've always treated me well, I'm happy to open another account with you now.
Happy New Year
I'm excited for the New Year.
Different than most of them recently, I've actually made some goals for this year, though publicizing them will make me more accountable to actually trying to accomplish them.
So I'll just start with one.
This year, I want to memorize the book of Amos.
That is all for now.
Different than most of them recently, I've actually made some goals for this year, though publicizing them will make me more accountable to actually trying to accomplish them.
So I'll just start with one.
This year, I want to memorize the book of Amos.
That is all for now.